i will never ever drink 2 gallons of coffee in a day again

watching this cursor blinking. 

i cannot expect myself to be powerful enough to be in control of the most unexpected situations. may ganun bang tao? it's a weakness that squires my search for new places and people. it's a longing for that dormant excitement, and the welcome fear of letting go. i know i dont make sense, but you know, surely, that that, above all, is what makes me discreetly happy. yes, not making sense. and yes, letting go.

sigh, sigh, sigh.

ohfck, umaga na. mum thinks im on pills kasi di na daw ako natutulog. is weird to have her here, really. i now have a year's supply of centrum. my android cells in folly, yahoo yehey kvetch.