it felt like waking up just to realize you missed your exam, but no - i don't have anywhere to go until 13.30. just being here alone in the apartment makes me feel uneasy and unstable. as if i lived with complete strangers. hahaha. i remember telling a friend that i've never liked any of the houses/apartments we've lived in. there'd always be something i particularly hate about them - the shade of the walls, the size of the windows, the width of the staircase, the position of the doors.

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i had fried (wrinkled) chicken just now. i wish i had better things to tell you all aside from what i haD for breakfast or if i eat anything at all these days. like if im dating anybody, or whats interesting about work. or how i plan to spend the weekend. insights on life, death, vice ganda. hahaha. 

yosi break nao. need to live.