this one's about sushi.

"there is a pleasure in the pathless woods,
there is a rapture on the lonely shore."

-- byron

well exams week. wont rant, i promise. partly because i had an a-ok weekend, and mostly because i dont really care what happens now. when you get lost in a situation the best thing to do is just to, cliche cliche, relax and enjoy the scenery.. and scenery is looking good. i do it rather well, getting lost and stuff. how about you?

i like this one line "the fog is like a cage without a key." pretty, huh? i always write it in my diary, which has been totally neglected since i started working. you see, getting a job has really made life intricate for me. but that's the thing, you do something new once in a while and move on. what is she talking about? im getting there, hold on.

it's not easy but complicated it is not either.

it's just that i'm rediscovering something i know i've already felt before but too vague now to be coined in a word. or in a sentence. or in a whole senseless entry of someone who has never been good with words.

maybe im not even supposed to be explaining myself.

not really, no.

so.. i've been like this for days it's driving me cuckoo. but then i like it. and i don't want things to change. not yet. i've been trying to squeeze every detail in those drunken hours of thought i spent with someone. a person, not a god, a separate universe, a system that is now in my system.

fuckety fuck im so hungry