sometimes it's awkward to mingle with new people. whether they're nice or pretending to be or not is totally out of the question. sometimes, it's just your wet shoes and cold feet. of course.

it's a sunday morning. very important to stress on what day it is because it's been raining for days, nakakabaliw na. even in my dreams it's raining. or flooding. last night i dreamt i had to swim to reach my cellphone, the one i lost many months ago, only that it was much bigger now and angry at me. funny thing is, i don't know how to swim. in my dream though i did swim across a lake that kept on expanding with every step i'd take. step, because when it came to crossing the lake, my legs grew longer and my feet could touch the floor. then everything was being ridiculous, like people gathered around to watch, the cellphone was mocking me, and the water became first pink then black, so i realized i was in a dream and woke up.

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exams this week. i hope it stops raining already so i can go out buy me some cigs.





update. and go out i did. cigs check, pizza check, help ate tere with her research check, review lorraine in math for her upcat exam check, download ebooks check, talk to angel check. fuckyeah.