been sick since friday. everybody's busy. gahd. i seem to be having problems in managing weekends because either am shitfaced drunk stupid on saturday nights or i spend the days doing nothing. i cant say am content with life though everything's turning out as expected. uh, obviously not everything. feel that is because i'm never settled with anything. how's work? they'd ask. to which i'd reply, is fine, today we blablablablabla...